i currently sit at 64 kilos and i feel like a truck.
with no offense to those that are trully huge... but i cant walk around being this big. in fact i dont feel like i'm walking, i feel more like i'm waddling around. i cant carry on like this. the sad thing is that i like the weight gain in som areas like (beilieve it ir not) my hips and on my butt but thats like it. my tummy is huge, my boobs masive (i dont even want to consider geting new bras cause i know i have gone up a cup size) and yet there is still worse - my cheecks are massive. now thats another thing that i hate -the fact that when i gain weight, my cheecks are the first ones to give it away cause i walk around like the cat that muched on the bird. or like i have some food saved up for later. i am huge.
i have to make a plan and fast. how the hell am i supposed to make lasting statements when i dont like the way i look i mean really.
so will let u know end of the week how it all went.
Monday, June 2, 2008
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I could have written those exact words. One of my friends keeps commenting to me on how my boobs look "HUGE!" lately. She finds it to be a compliment but it drives me crazy because I'm aware that my boobs are currently massive because I've been gaining weight like crazy!
My new job/new move is putting me in the right direction though and I'm doing well with eating healthy/exercising.
Good luck, I'm rooting for you!
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