The Art of Fab...

So as routine wuld have it... there i go falling into a rut of total bordem and suicidel (as per my deffination) actions.



so i have decided: today is a new day and i shall treat it as such. i have a couple of things that i need to set and keep in motion to ensure the succesful transition from the glossy-eyed teenager to the young adult that i am that oozes fabulesness (wow that sounds wierd).

so it begins:

• Daily mission to so rock the world everyday.

think about it - we all go around following this and that. i think its time i did my thing and let everyone follow me for once... (makes perfect sense to me)

• Bigger commitment to lough out loud.

think about it - it seems that we spend far too much time frowning and complaining about things that we cannot change - enough i say (LOL)!!! no more. from here on i hall LOL instead of lol... (see the diffrence?) (wow - feel better already).

• Love a lot more harder

this applies to all the people around me. it goes from my mn to my family and to friends. see the thing about this love thing is that the more of it that you give the more you get inreturn (not nessesarily from the person you gave to initially). my man has been amazing and at times i dont know how to thank him in a way that he would realise how truely awesom he is so inreturn to all that he has done for me, i shall love him a whole lot more (includint the other people around me)

for now, these are the objectives - one step at a time right. so there you have it.

have any of your own?

im coming

ladies and gentelmen, after months in the making i would like to introduce you to: ME!
this is the me beyond the fear. this is the me over the insecurties. this is the me that would love to do it all and can/will and this is the me that has my boyfriend singing my praises to strangers.

its been a long time comming. i have spent so much time all angry and hurt and upset and stressed and afraid - notice how all these things dont really pronote good health and total fabulousness.
i have built a wall around my loved ones and i have broken millions of my rules. i have allowed issues to go to bed with me at night and wak up with me - not healthy.

so with today being the first day of spring all the way this side: welcome to me!!!
(over the next few days, allow me to take you on a journey of my life, love and all the inbetween)

2 friends got engaged recently and my boyfriend seems to be more in love with me then i thought possible. i fel it, i see it and damn i want it. love him too much too.