i wonder...

so i'm hosting a girls only supper in a couple of days.

i wonder how that will go.

so how am i doing?

well i'm ok. you know its strange how the one day things seem like they are the worst and that nothing will make it better and you just wish that the earth would open up and swallow you whole (i say whole so that i won't have to live through the pain of being bitten in half first). then on the very next day, you wake, get a shower and flash yourself a smile in the mirror and realize that damn you look good!!!

i know it sounds vain but that little thoght goes a long way.