Do or die...

Its finally here...


the day when i will see my ex after all this time. today will be the true test as to wheather i am over him or not. i remember Madea tell Helen in "diary of a mad black woman" that you can tell if you are over someone when you dont take an oportunity to get back at them when one comes up. Wonder what i will do...

well i know for a fact that i am not over the dude thats for sure but now how much of an impact will it make when i see him? what will be his reaction? did he miss me? do i want him to miss me? what do i want?

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