Why?.....Why?

Tell me...

Why the hell is it so difficult to getover someone. I mean I am the kind of girl who walks away from things once they reach there sell by date but now here i am stuck on something that i can't walk away from no matter how much i try...

The boy (Gary) broke my heart yet everytime i see him i still wish that he would tell me that he realised that he can't live without me and tell me that he wants me back.

At this moment i'm not really sure how i would react, but thats besides the point... thing is i want him to say it so much it hurts.

Its strange because he is not exactly Mr. Ever so hot and oozing with sex appeal but some how he does it for me. I still look at him and wish that he would kiss me and hold me. I still go crazy at just how good he smells and ...

How the hell do i stop this hu?