Little by little i satrt to loose it

So what does the term walk away mean to you?

I think I am finally done in this area. I’m not sad or upset in any way. Its just that that feeling of its enough now is slowly coming over me and well you know mos that I cant stop something like that.

I feel like I have taken enough now from him and because something concrete is not coming my way then I should move on to other things till someone who is ready and willing comes along.

I went back to my attempts to sow me a skirt. I cut out the material last night and as soon as I have ensured that my moms machine is working, I’m going in head first. Wonder how it will turn out.


SO I called him last night and something that has become a habit now is that I feel like it was so not worth it at the end. I feel like I wasted my time and that I shouldn’t have called. Its not supposed to be like that. Man this has been a crappy week.

I love him…
I love him not…
I love him
I love him not