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Randzo
johannesburg, gauteng, South Africa
i am a fun loving, almost 25 year old who is tring to pin down this thing called life (but with some bad luck it keeps escaping me - the good stuff in life i mean). i laugh loud and cry hard. i love food and enjoy talking. i love meeting new people and hanging out. just started working so even that is something i'm tring to get used to.
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Sunday, February 3, 2008

For the past 3 weeks i have been tring to deal with a brake up to a guy that i had convinced myself was it. i'm not the type to be depended and crave for people to give me attention in order for me to feel complete but with this guy things are not what they always are with me.

I woke up this morning and i was irritated that my first thought (after wishing that my alarm clock was wrong) of the day was him. I see him every Tuesday, Thursday and Sunday evening and i wished today was Tuesday. I thought that my life was terrible because from today to get to Tuesday, I would have to go through Monday at work, Monday evening at home and Tuesday during the day at work again. Is it even normal to crave attention from an ex in this kind of way? ...

We didn't fight or anything but he broke up with me because he has so many other issues going on that he needs to deal with that it resulted in him neglecting me. He said this was for the best because he dosn't want to hurt me. At the time i thought well that it was cool then because the last thing i need is to be carring someone's baggage on issues that i know nothing about so i agreed to it. Was it a mistake on my part to just let go just like that? Some days the answer to that question is clear and straight foward but on most - I'm confussed.

HELP! ANYONE!

1 comments:

P said...

its uncanny just how alike your break up sounded to mine, seriously. did he also tell you "you'll thank me for this one day?"