Today was a bad day...

i woke up this morning and i was angry...

when will it stop?

i was angry because i saw him the previous day and i was nice. i didn't say much to him but for the fact that i smiled said hi and walked away. i hate the fact that we carry on as if nothing is happening. i hate the fact that i still waste my niceness on scum like him. i wanted to see him and show him that i hate him. i wanted him to see that i was angry and that it was all his fault.

i went out on saturday for a hang out session with friends and even though it was good company and a whole lot of laugter i could not fully be free and enjoy it because i was so angry (didn't show it to the people that i was with though)