i hate tea...

so there i was yesterday surfing the net for nothing specific when i stumbled on a report on GREEN TEA. so i read through it and believe it or not but green tea has some antioxidents in it that assists with weight lose. can you believe it?

so it means that if i have some hope of loosing this buldge on my tummy then i should be huge friends with tea. eish. apperently the stuff boosts your immune system (well together with the ability to assist with a million other things such as preventing cancer and all other deadly things).

i'm sorry to sound so ignorent but its just that i hate hearing about all these deadly things that

we have no controll over. on top of that i dont want to become a health

conscience freak because when you think about it really - you go on

eating all healthy so that you can prevent dying from something serious like

heart malfunction when being hit by a bus will result in the same effect.

how do you prevent a stray bullet from killing you?

how do you stop a psyco from taking your life along with their own?

so u see. i beieve in seize the moment and make sure you treat the people

arround as if you were seeing them for the last time cause in this crazy

world - it could just be.

ok back to the tea. i hate tea. it tasts wierd and is associated with the old and infirm. i hate tea with a passion but i think i hate the buldge on my tummy more. so after work i'm getting me a box of green tea. eish (man!!! i hate tea)

Its gotta come off

i currently sit at 64 kilos and i feel like a truck.

with no offense to those that are trully huge... but i cant walk around being this big. in fact i dont feel like i'm walking, i feel more like i'm waddling around. i cant carry on like this. the sad thing is that i like the weight gain in som areas like (beilieve it ir not) my hips and on my butt but thats like it. my tummy is huge, my boobs masive (i dont even want to consider geting new bras cause i know i have gone up a cup size) and yet there is still worse - my cheecks are massive. now thats another thing that i hate -the fact that when i gain weight, my cheecks are the first ones to give it away cause i walk around like the cat that muched on the bird. or like i have some food saved up for later. i am huge.

i have to make a plan and fast. how the hell am i supposed to make lasting statements when i dont like the way i look i mean really.
so will let u know end of the week how it all went.